Dark Days

[Verse One:]
I Think I'm Losing My Mind
They Really Did It This Time
Makes Me Wanna Get A Gat, Cock It Back
Aim It At My Head, Land On The Bed Dead
Blood Stained Matrice
I Thought I Could Master This Emotions
But I Lost Control, I Suppose
I Keep Blaming Myself
I Should Probably Get Help
So I Yell, But Nobody Cares
I'm Scared, They Better Lock The Cabinets
Where The Prescription Tabs Are At
Where The Vicadents At
Cause I Might Snap Any Minute
Popping Percocets And Crash Out In A Wreck
Overdose, Now When You See Me I'm A Ghost
I Wrote This As A Look At My Past Emotions,
The Torment I Endured As A Youngster
They Haunt Me To This Day
Those Dark Days

[Chorus x2:]
I Don't Wanna Relive Them
I'm Surprised Looking Back I Survived
Those Dark And Difficult Times
Those Dark Days

[Verse Two:]
It Couldve Been Worse
I Couldve Ended Up In A Hearse
But I Realised My Purpose, In Living
On This Earth, I Was Birthed
To Live Through Trouble And Pain
And Write About The Struggle And Strain
That I Gained
But Damn Most Of It Was Unbearable
I Was Really Living Terrible
Lost Sleep Due To Crying
Now My Nan Is Dying, Cousin Just Died To
After A Day, God Musta Wanted Him
It's Haunted Me That I Never Got To See Him
Now I'm Rubbing Stick's On My Arm Till I See Bleeding
Stop Breathing, But The Same Kids That Caused It, Tried To Stop Me
Told Me What Wrong, I Gotta Stay Strong But It's Hard
I'd Honestly Rather Be With God, Up There
Meet The Lost Ones At The Pearly Gates
If Life Is A Race, I'ma Get First Place
End This Shit Now, I Just Can't Face, All This Hate
Fuck It, Give Me The Razor, Tell My Fam That I'll See Em Later

[Chorus x2:]
I Don't Wanna Relive Them
I'm Surprised Looking Back I Survived
Those Dark And Difficult Times
Those Dark Days

[Bridge:]
Oh Those Dark Difficult Times
It Really Does Blow My Mind
All The Struggle, The Trouble That Happened
I Was Sad And Down But I Made It Through

[Verse Three:]
And So Can You
It May Feel Like The World's Against You
It's Actually Standing Right By Next To You
God's Blessed You, You Ain't Got Sneeze For His Attention
All The Stressing And Everything Happens For A Reason
Your Heart May Be Cold, Thrown Out In The Freezing
But Believe Me, There's Away Out, God Will Free You
From The Emptiness, Depression And Loneliness
That's Controlling You, Holding You Down, But One Day You'll Stand Proud
And Scream Loud That You Did It
You Just Gotta Face Up And Admit It
You Got Problems, And You Can't Stop Them
But These Are Just Days
If You Stay Strong You Can Go To Positive Ways
And Leave The Negative Behind
Just Gotta Stop The Rewind
But If I'm Honest I Look Back And Just Think
How Did I Do It? Managed To Pull Through Those You Know What's
They Did Suck, But Right Now Where I'm At I Couldn't Give A Fuck

[Chorus x2:]
I Don't Wanna Relive Them
I'm Surprised Looking Back I Survived
Those Dark And Difficult Times
Those Dark Days

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