The End of the Rainbow

The search for peace leaves me empty handed 

No money in my account, and a whole lotta doubt

Fuck it start rapping 

Start writing, maybe lighting I'll strike

But all these feelings are something that I would normally fight 

Ignore the pain, novacane, od, lose my brain 

Punch a wall, drink again, goddamn I'm going insane FUCK

I got drunk 

And I didn't have fun 

These toxins, keep constantly blocking any happiness near 

On that stage, I hear nothing when the people will cheer 

Dog, I don't deserve it, keep the applause 

Baby girl, runaway, please don't get involved 

You don't want me in your life I promise.. 

And I'm just being honest 

Bright sunny day, but all I get is darkness 

That light slipping away, "this is hard kid 

But it's gonna be okay", that's what they all say 

When I see a knife I see a means to escape 

When I see a bottle, i drink, but it just always stays 

Please just leave me alone

Please 

On the hunt for that gold at the end of rainbow

I feel like I'm getting closer and closer to my grave, please bless my soul

Please let me go

Demons, keeping me on the wrong track

I guess I should listened maybe i should just fall back

Say fuck rap, and adapt...